"Krsna not only tests but
punishes those who are criminals."
A humble request to Tamal Krishna dasa.
Prabhupada: Krsna wanted that "You left Vrndavana. I'll give you better place in Vrndavana. (chuckles) You were retired in Vrndavana. I obliged you to leave. Now you come back. I'll give you better place." So He has given a temple hundred times better than Los Angeles. Is it not?
Tamala Krsna: There's nothing comparable in the three worlds.
Prabhupada: Hm. So it is always by His desire. (break) That conspiracy was... (break) ...also. I did not discuss.
Tamala Krsna: You said that to us.
Prabhupada: Yes, I gave some hint.
Tamala Krsna: I could understand later on how it... Your hint I could understand more fully. Very subtle.
Tamala Krsna: Anyway, now we're trained to the point where that can never reoccur. Not... Never. That could only happen because we were so new at that time.
Satadhanya: Due to ignorance.
Tamala Krsna: Took advantage of us. It's like... At first we were mongrel dogs. Now we are a little bit trained to keep away all the disturbers. (break)
Prabhupada: ...opposition of my constructing a temple in Mayapura.
Tamala Krsna: From the very beginning. First you asked for land. That was refused. Then you sent money, but for three years--nothing. I think you sent money twice.
Prabhupada: So many things also.
Tamala Krsna: Then we were even stopped by the elements, when we went... You took us, and we went and stayed at Devananda Gaudiya Matha. But the rain suddenly came so strongly, (Prabhupada chuckles) we could...
Prabhupada: Could not cross to the other side.
Tamala Krsna: No. Then you said, "Perhaps Krsna wants us to establish in Vrndavana and not Mayapura." So you were going to send me to see this Madan Mohan to try to negotiate.
Prabhupada: Anyway, forget the past. Push forward.
Tamala Krsna: I think you once said that sometimes Krsna tests to see how sincerely the devotee is determined.
Prabhupada: Krsna not only tests but punishes those who are criminals.
Tamala Krsna: Criminals.
Prabhupada: Like Krsna punished Durvasa Muni. He was criminal against Ambarisa Maharaja. Krsna never tolerates. Vaisnava may tolerate. Krsna will never tolerate.
Tamala Krsna: Srila Prabhupada?
Tamala Krsna: I'm going to go now to... (break)
Prabhupada: ...without guidance of spiritual master.
Tamala Krsna: Blind. We are blind, for sure.
Prabhupada: Everyone is blind.
Tamala Krsna: Especially we are the most blind. Your vision is the most keen. (Note: Yes Srila Prabhupada knew your evil intentions all along and tried to talk you out of them but you would not hear)
Satadhanya: That is the feature of your particular mercy. You have taken the most blind, the most fallen, hopeless, and you are succeeding in guiding them.
Prabhupada: All right.
Tamala Krsna: Jaya... (end)
(S.P. Room Conversation June 17, 1977, Vrndavana)
Dear Tamal Krishna dasa. pamho. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
So you missed the hint given to you by Srila Prabhupada in 1977, but as you know you will understand it fully when you are punished by Krishna's representative Yamaraja.
You are probably feeling the heat of the Lords Chakra in the form of devotees exposing your crimes. Please follow in the footsteps of Durvasa Muni and fall at the feet of Srila Prabhupada and beg forgiveness for these crimes. This has to be done in a real way not just superficially.
You should turn yourself over to the government and make a public statement about how you worked with the other Krishna cult leaders to torture and poison Srila Prabhupada to death. Then you falsely appointed yourselves his successors and misrepresented Srila Prabhupada and his transcendental teachings.
You should make it clear that Srila Prabhupada never sanctioned any form of abuse to other living entities (spiritual, mental or physical) and that all such abuse suffered by thousands of devotees including the ex-gurukula children and the public are due to these crimes you and the other cult leaders have preformed and sanctioned. You should also ask that you be given the death sentence for your crimes as this will help you in your future lives.
This service of protecting Srila Prabhupada's good name by admitting your own crimes is the correct atonement.
Please consider my humble request, it is your only hope.
Your servant Mukunda dasa.
And we missed all Srila Prabhupada's BIG HINTS:
"So there may be attempt like that. And Lord Jesus Christ was killed. So they may kill me also.....So it will be there; it is already there"
(S.P.Room Conversation May 3, 1976, Honolulu)
"So there are these snakelike persons. They are envious about our movement, and they are opposing. That is the nature. Prahlada Maharaja also was opposed by his father, what to speak of others. These things will happen....He was also served with poison"
(Srimad-Bhagavatam Lecture, 7.9.8 Mayapur, February 28, 1977)
"Someone says that I've been poisoned. It is possible
Srila Prabhupada: Someone says that someone has given poison.
Kaviraja: To whom?
Srila Prabhupada: To me."
(S.P.Room Conversation November 9, 1977, Vrndavana )
"And this is also suicidal...The Ravana will kill and Rama will kill. Better to be killed by Rama."
(S.P.Room Conversation November 10, 1977, Vrndavana)
Srila Prabhupada: That same thing … that someone has poisoned me.
( S.P.Room Conversation November 10, 1977, Vrndavana )