Special natural appreciation of the descriptions of a particular pastime of Godhead indicates the constitutional position of a living entity. Adoration, servitorship, friendship, parental affection and conjugal love are the five primary relationships with Krsna. The highest perfectional stage of the conjugal relationship, enriched by many sentiments, gives the maximum relishable mellow to the devotee

[Sri Caitanya Caritamrta Adi Lila 4-34]

Note: So if we have a special natural appreciation of the descriptions of a particular pastime of the Lord from Srila Prabhupada's original authorized books; for example if we like to hear about Krishna's pastimes with his cowherd boyfriends or His pastimes as Gopal with Mother Yasoda this would indicate our constitutional rasa with the Lord.